I have lost someone close enough to me that he was considered family. But don't think of it as him not being with you, Know he's with you more than he ever was, in your heart, thoughts, and walking beside you from now on.
I have spoken to your son a few times. And judging from the conversations we have had, his Very positive role in this forum, and his general outlook on life, I know this forum, and the world is at a loss... I knew of his disease, and a portion of it's severity, But I never thought I would hear this.
Honestly, aside of how dire the news is, I thank you, and commend you for letting us know. It speaks Very highly of you and his family. It shows how much respect you had for him, and for what he loved.
Personally, It makes the hearing this news a little easier to swallow knowing we were a significant part of his life. Knowing that he was and still is a significant part of ours, hopefully makes it a little easier for you. Your not alone in your grieving, he will be missed greatly.
He will be in my prayers,
I wish you and your family my sincerest condolences.
:'(
~Bill